Writer's Block

Shit, this week really sucks and I'm looking forward to a more hellish weekend since I'll be piled up with a lot of students. Damn! There would be stress and lots of it and of course, more biatchy students. Aaargh!

My body isn't suffering for this exhaustion caused by my work but my brain. As always, I was supposed to update my fics but alas! Much to my utter horror, I couldn't come up with anything good. I mean, they're good while those ideas were still in my head but once I write them down or type them in my laptop, I couldn't help but think what I did was trash. Dammit! It's writer's block people and I think I need to go on a one-week break to somehow get over it.

I really love writing but why the fuck is this happening to me when all my fics are doing really good? Aaargh! I want to write! I want to write! I want to write!

Writer's block, get the fuck away from me!

Bleach Chapter 366! The Vizards' Assault has Started!

Oh yeah! The Vizards has finally started their attack and finished all those goddamnGillians in a flash. Lisa was just so awesome and I never thought that Hachi was effing cool too! Killing those goddamn hollows by encasing their heads on crystal blocks, beheading them in the process. Then there's also Love Aikawa who just kinda ripped those fucking hollows with his bare hands? WTF! So cool!

As amazing as the chap was, the last page was aaargh! disappointing because Shinji, my beloved Shinji was about to attack Aizen! Damn you Kubo! The suspense is really killing but wait! How canAizen look so goddamn handsome and enchanting even though he's an ass! You really got to give it for Kubo-sensei.

Anyway, at least I had my weekly dose of Bleach.*^^*

Manga and DJ scans, everyone?

Being a big yaoi fan and ever since my little laptop got connected to the wonderful world of the internet, satisfying my yaoi cravings had been easier. Reading fanfics could be done in a breeze, checking e-mails can be done constantly and most importantly, downloading doujinshis and manga scans are so effing easy.

Since manga or doujinshis are not available here in my country, I can only get scanlations from wonderful scanlation groups who helps and satisfies every yaoi fan girl's needs. I've learned a lot about different mangakas, wonderful yaoi titles and haha, of course, more bishies and now I have a collection of scans that I sometimes read and re-read. (I told you, I'm a rabid fan girl, right?)

Anyway, here are some cool scanlation sites that you can check out if you want to download and read some manga or doujinshis.

• Biblo Eros and Liquid Passion - for fans of Haruka Minami, Yamakami Riyu and Miyamoto Kano, you can definitely download a lot of their works here. There are also a couple of 'Prince of Tennis', 'Full Metal Alchemist', 'Mirage of Blaze' and a 'Bleach' DJs here. Here's the link: http://www.liquideros.com/index.html
• Dangerous Pleasure - Bleach, Full Metal Alchemist and I think also Prince of Tennis fans can download a lot of DJs from this site. They also have a lot of cool yaoi manga from Haruka Minami and Tekanaka Sei. Anyway, their files can be found and downloaded on Mediafire. Here are the links: http://dpscanlations.deathsvertigo.com/ and http://www.mediafire.com/?sharekey=ea06ad787fbd27c14012e8015643d9c809eb1990541370ca
• Bleach Fap - this is the ultimate heaven for Bleach fans. Not only it has yaoi, but it also has hentai DJs. All DJs comes in English and in Japanese. Here's the link: http://bleach-fap.livejournal.com/
• Attractive Fascinante - they also have lots of titles by Chitose Piyoko, Yamakami Riyu and Takashi Kanzaki. They also have a lot of Bleach, FMA and POT DJs. Here's the link: http://community.livejournal.com/afascinante/
• SASUNARUisLOVE - the name speaks for itself. If you like this pairing a LOT, then this site is for you. Here's the link: http://sasuxnaruislove.snowfaerie.net/
• Myrus Mayhem - they have a lot of Katekyou Hitman Reborn, Code Geass, Kyou Kara Maou and some Bleach DJs. They also have the yaoi and yuri page. It's a very cool site. Here's the link: http://mirusmayhem.com/
• The Unholy Trinity Mafia - more KHR DJs here. The link: http://utm.yaoi-island.com/
• Beautiful Soup - http://soup.umi-sora.com/
• Asphodel's Haven - lots of Mirage ofBlaze DJs here, as well as fanfiction and other yaoi stuff. Here's the link: http://www.asphodelshaven.com/
• Bliss Scanlations - http://bliss.diamond-virgin.net/
• Chained Heart - for Deathnote fans, this site is for you, but I think you have to be a member to download the DJs. Here's the link: http://community.livejournal.com/chainedheart_dn/
• Half-Baked Scanlations - for Yami No Matsuei fans, you can download some neat DJs here: http://lyrebird.aithine.org/halfbaked/
• ScanClan - some SasuNaru DJs here: http://sharontssailormoon.homestead.com/scanclan.html
• Nakama Scanlations - some Asia Watanabe and Yuzuha Ougi's titles here: http://nakamanga.com/
• Storm in Heaven - a very cool site. Here's the link: http://www.storminheaven.net/

Well, those are some good sites that I know. There are probably a lot of them out there that's waiting for me to explore. Anyway, those sites aren't mine, okay! Just a mere recommendation of a rabid fan girl.*^^*

Chapter 365! Woohoo Vizards!

Yes! The Vizards has really arrived and they are about to kick Aizen's ass! The new chapter got me gripping on the edge of my seat and my jaw dropped open when I saw Kyouraku laying face down on the ground. I thought the bastard was already defeated by Stark but it turned out that he was just playing dead, thanks to Lisa-chan!

I can't wait to get my hands on the next chapter since I'm definitely sure that'll be the time where the fight will really begin! Anyway, Mangafox just sucks because some images doesn't load on the browser, so if you'll read that chapter or Bleach, it's better to read at One Manga.

Well, that's it for me. I'm gonna go now and make myself busy.

Chapter 364 is out! The Vizards are here!

Yes! Chapter 364 is finally out on Mangafox and it was frigging awesome but fuck man, what's up with Wonderweiss boring a goddamn hole into Ukitake's body and disturbing Kyouraku and Stark's fight?

Kubo, fix your goddamn life! It was the fight of the century and you just had to do that!

Anyway, it was still a great chapter and I almost finished gnawing on my bottom lip as Halibel escaped Hitsugaya's ice-trap thingy, Barragan is still fucking alive and Aizen, Gin and Kaname escaped Yamamoto's fire prison! Like the peeps from Soul Society I thought it was over for them then someone came and I thought it was Ichigo, who miraculously escaped from Las Noches, but it turned out it was Shinji and the Vizards!

Weeee!

I love you Shinji! At last, the Vizards will finally show their power but will they able to defeat Aizen and his lackeys?

Kubo, download the next chapter already, goddammit!

Idea for a New Fic

My "Teal and Orange" fic has been doing good so far and I'm really happy that the product of my fucked-up imagination was well-received by a lot of people. Woohoo! Thank you my dear reviewers! I felt a little sad though with the latest chapter I posted. Some of my regular reviewers haven't sent their feedbacks yet and I can't avoid that nagging feeling that the last chapter sucks... because I had inserted the OC and is about to cause major changes in the story. Well, many readers don't like OCs but many readers wanted Grimm to meet his brother so, I went with the OC thingy. It's either that or they're really busy.

I wish it was the latter. *eyes pleading*

Anyway, I think I'm about to end TandO so I could start on a new fic. I have a few ideas but this one is what I love the most. I want to write a fic based on Yozuha Ougi's "Brother" manga. I haven't read the first volume, only the second one and I SO love that manga so I'm thinking of a fic inspired by the first volume which I haven't even read. Does that make any sense?

Anyway, It'll be like Grimm and Ichi are stepbrothers who doesn't get along very well but is attracted to each other. Well, its not really like that but my idea is similar to that. I just wish it'll do good to like TandO, which I really, really love and couldn't let go yet.

Give It To Me (A Bleach One Shot)

“Give It To Me”
By:
Confusion No Hime

Author Notes:
Hello minna-san! The idea for this ficlet came to me while still in bed early in the morning, thinking about some really sweet scenes from Junjou Romantica (I love this anime and if you watched this, you‘ll know what part there.)and I hope you‘ll like it. Anyway, you know the drill. If you like it, leave a review. If you don’t, then just leave, nyahaha!!!

Pairing:
Grimmjow X Ichigo

Warnings:
Duh, yaoi, bad language and grammar. Also, this fic is senseless.

Disclaimer:
I wish I own Bleach.

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“Give it to me.”

A soft kiss.

“No.”

A soft nibble.

“Come, on Ichi.”
Ichigo just gave a somber look at the teal-haired espada. Grimmjow was currently holding his hand, softly kissing his palm and fingers. The other man has been asking him something the moment they woke up together in bed. Something that he couldn’t give early in the morning.

Ever since he gave the teal-haired wonder a taste of it, Grimmjow didn’t stop asking for IT. The Sexta Espada got very addicted and now Ichigo can‘t control him. He’s partly blamed for that... And Urahara for showing him those fucking magazines.

“No.” He firmly said.

Aqua blue eyes flickered in fierce determination as he slowly ran his tongue along the shinigami’s index finger, trying a different tactic.

Ichigo shivered but kept his scowl.

“It’s still a ‘no’.” He said in a cold voice.

The espada trailed soft kisses along his middle finger, licking the digit as he reached his destination. Then he went to the palm, kissing it first then slowly licking it again, in a circular motion.
The orange-haired teen bit back a moan. Though he’s enjoying the other man’s ministrations, he couldn’t possibly give IT to him. It didn’t help that the espada was looking at him with those seductive eyes. And it didn’t help that the espada’s mouth and tongue is doing wonderful things to his digits right now.

He bit his lower lip harder.

“Give up, shinigami.” The teal-haired wonder remarked in a deep, sensual voice. “Just give it to me.”

“No. Fucking. Way.”

“Come on, just one.”

“No.”

“I know you want to.”

“Fuck off!”

The sweet torment continued for a couple of minutes. Ichigo remained strong with his resolve. He knows the teal-haired espada would get tired of this and would just let him go. He can kiss his hand all he wants, but he will never give in. He will never give IT to him.

Or so he thought.

Brown eyes widened in surprise as the espada put his index finger inside his mouth and started sucking. Ichigo’s breath suddenly quickened as he felt a shiver ran through his spine and heat pool in his groin.

This is not good.

Grimmjow’s attacking his middle finger now, sucking on it fervently, biting the tip, then kissing it. He went to the ring finger and did the same. Then to the little finger and the thumb. And all the shinigami did was just look and feel, unable to move.

Ichigo closed his eyes. He really can’t give IT to him. Not today, not this early in the morning, not before he go to school.

A whimper escaped him as Grimmjow grazed his teeth along his index finger, suckling it in and out of his mouth. Images of that mouth doing something heavenly to a certain part of his body flashed in his now messed-up mind.

“S-stop it Grimmjow…” He pleaded. “I have to go to school.”

“Then give it…to me…before…you go.” The espada uttered between licks and nibbles.

“Didn’t you have…enough…last night?” He asked between moans.

“I still want more.”

He assessed the situation. If this continue, he would be late for school and that’s not good. But sporting an erection first thing in the morning is even worse. However, he can’t be late nor be absent today. His teacher is gonna kill him.

But the espada’s mouth feels really good on his skin.

He sighed in defeat.

He snatched his hand from the sexy espada and glared.

Grimmjow looked expectantly at him, like a kid asking for a lollipop.

“Okay, you bastard!”

The espada almost jumped in joy. “Haha! I won!”

“That’s because you’re a fucking pervert!”

“Look who’s talking.”

“Shut the hell up! Just one, after that you will NOT ask again!”

“Yeah… yeah… Give IT to me, NOW!”

Ichigo snorted as he went for the door. “Just don’t blame me if your fucking stomach aches because you had too much ice cream!” He closed the door iwth a loud bang, cursing as he walked down the stairs.
“Damn that Urahara for showing Grimmjow those bloody food magazines!”

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Author Notes:
Well, that’s it. Do I need to explain what happened or did you get it? I think I have to ask that to myself. *blushes* Anyhow, I hope you enjoyed it and please leave a review if you do. Sankyuu.

Thoughts on Bleach Manga Chapter 363

Chapter 363 is out and I was super excited that I could finally know what will happen between Stark and Kyouraku-taichou. It should've been great because I (and I'm sure most fans) want to see what Shunsui's bakai look like but-- Ukitake-taichou just had to butt in and block Stark's attack with his zanpakuto that can absorb the enemy's attack and deflect it back. Then the white-haired captain said that Shusui shouldn't release his bankai in a place where people can see it.

Damn!

What's up with that?

It only makes the readers more curious as to what his bankai looks like! I'm also curious about Ukitake's bankai. Man, Kubo really likes torturing his readers like this! Aaargh!

Anyhow, this chap is enjoyable as well but then, what the hell is Wonderweiss Margera doing in the fake Karakura Town?

Kubo, hurry with the next chapter already!!!

First Time - Blogger Virgin!

Well, hello to anyone who's checking out my blog right now!

Confusion No Hime here and this is my first blog about my vaguely-existent writing career? LOL! Anyway, I'm a person who loves writing a lot so I guess I'm gonna have a great time writing some random things in here though most of my entries will probably be about yaoi.

Eh? You don't know what yaoi is? *shifts nervously*

Well, if you're not comfortable with two guys doing it, you shouldn't be here!

Yes, I'm a rabid fan and I'm really just like that but hey, I'm not the only one who's addicted to the genre. There are millions of us, hahaha!

Anyway, as I was saying, I would mostly likely write about everything yaoi, from my and other people's fanfics and to manga, doujinshis and personal experiences. I am really addicted to it right now that I don't think of heterosexual love anymore, not that I've become a lesbian or anything but I just like it right now, been liking it for three years now actually.

I used to write fanfics for Yami No Matsuei and my favorite character in that fandom is the ever handsome and uber hot bishie Kazutaka Muraki, but these days I'm totally inlove with Bleach and my favorite characters (or rather play things) are Ichigo Kurosaki and Grimmjow Jeagerjaques. They just look so good together!XP Anyway, if you're interested into reading my fanfics, you can check out http://www.fanfiction.net/~confusionnohime.

But then, I'm planning to post some of my fics here so I guess... well, it's up to you guys, nyahaha!

Okay, so that's it! I'm gonna say good bye now and write, sleep and procastinate! Ja ne~!

--Confusion No Hime